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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
12:23 AM

i seriouslyy hatee makinn decisionns. andd i hatee it wenn thinggs dunn cumm deyy wayy i wann demm tuu be. hmms. eberitinggs sho unfairr. datts my fatee. i dunn havv a choicee. seriouslyy. damnn.

mummyy sayys i go ferr debrief andd not ferr ballet. hmms. i wann tuu go ferr ballett baddlyy larhhs. butt wadd tuu do larhhs. i dunn havv a choicee. i havv tuu ponn schh if i wann tuu go. lykk wad thee hell. thee dumbb schedule totallie suckks bigg tymee larhhs. andd i carnn go ferr ballet. dumbb. i wann ballet! moree andd moree! i miss dancingg shoo muchh. hmms. i dunn wann tuu losee it.

bigg walkk. on sunn. hmms. lookinn forwardd tuu it. thoughh it's lykk tiringg. but. yupps. it's about DANCING! it's gonaa be real funnn andd i noee i'll lurbee it tuu bitts. yeshh i will! x))

nz tripp auditionns. hmms. ms lee saees shee wanns tuu choosee a feww of us tuu go tuu thee seniorr grpp. cux there's lykk summ vancancies. shoo yupps. it's alritees withh miee whetherr i'm in juniorr or seniorr larhhs. i dunn realli botherr larhhs. lolls.

wadd elsee. tudaee went backk tuu dancee. ms lee updatedd us onn loadds of stuff. concerts. andd stuff. datt shee nidds helpp ferr summerr schh andd stuff. wowws. andd wholee loadd of eventts. i cant breathee larhhs. schh's as demanddingg as well. with thee canns event. syf closingg ceremonyy. ahhs. dere's farr tuu manyy thinggs in my lifee. i cant seem tuu coppe. i'm gonaa breakkdownn soonerr or latta i guess. it's lykk jus a matterr of tymme. hmms. i dunoee wadd i shudd do.

andd i tinkk i totallieee suckks larhhs. studdies andd eberitingg. andd evenn dancee. i'm suchh a failuree. suchh a disappointmennt.

dere's shoo manyy thinggs i wouldd lovee tuu lookk forwardd tuu. andd i wann tuu dancee dancee andd DANCE!

dancee shoo rawkk my lifee. my passionn. i lurbee it tuu bits andd piecees.

woahhs. dis entryy ishh longg larhhs. all myy crapps andd rubbishh. datts jus miee. thee gerr whuu dances. thee gerr whuu loves it andd dunn wanna losee it. thee gerr whuu ishh a totall disappointmennt. i feel shoo lousyy. shoo badd. ahhs. i dunnoee wadds happeningg tuu miee all of a suddenn. it's afterr examms andd stiuu dere's shoo muchh streess.

thee gerr nidds a breakk. she's gonaa breakkdownn. shee wanns tuu cryy. she's not as strongg as all of yuu tinkk shee ishh. datt gerr. sheee doesnt livee in a wurll of herr ownn. shee's herr.

*i cant seem tuu breathhee*

+ jus.miee ;;